I feel like I've been stuck in a god-awful funk lately. All the wedding stuff is really getting to me. I'm stressed out 3/4 of the time. I don't sleep hardly. I haven't been eating much because I constantly feel like I'm going to vomit. Bryan has been stressing me out like crazy and not helping with any of the wedding stuff. Worrying about everything makes me think about what I want out of life. I want to be a registered nurse, I want to travel, I want to marry Bryan...but none of these things comes easy or without complications. I feel stuck. Not moving forward, not moving backwards, just stagnant. And that is the worst feeling in the entire world.
I feel like I've been stuck in a god-awful funk lately. All the wedding stuff is really getting to me. I'm stressed out 3/4 of the time. I don't sleep hardly. I haven't been eating much because I constantly feel like I'm going to vomit. Bryan has been stressing me out like crazy and not helping with any of the wedding stuff. Worrying about everything makes me think about what I want out of life. I want to be a registered nurse, I want to travel, I want to marry Bryan...but none of these things comes easy or without complications. I feel stuck. Not moving forward, not moving backwards, just stagnant. And that is the worst feeling in the entire world.